走在陌生的街,当所有的事物都不再能感觉到。我一直盼望有一天我可以拥有一件真正属于我的东西,只要那么一件,小小的,亮亮的。可是当生命沦为遗憾,对于我还有什么可以期待。而在漫长的等待中我又得到了什么,长久的我行我素,要么得到一切,要么一无所有,而我只剩一无所有。
这是高考结束后我的感受,一无所有的人是悲哀的,但是更加悲哀的是我一直都没有认识到这一点。那时的我总是在复读和升学之间徘徊犹豫,甚至找不到前进的方向。在前途未卜的征程上,我还在等待着什么,那些早已过去的和没有到来的,或许有一些正在赶来,可这些都是真实的吗?过去的我抓不住,而对于将来我也不敢奢求。
人生该如蜡烛一样,从顶燃到底,一直都是光明的。这是我开往建筑学院的公交车上看到的一代文学家,革命家萧楚女先生的话。那一刻,似乎所有的阴霾都消失的无影无综。它就像撕破也的唇的第一缕阳光,瞬间的光芒刺痛了早已麻木的神经。由衷地我爱上了那一瞬间的晕眩,在那新鲜的空气中我听到心脏有力地跳动的声音。
我终于明白,原来我们一直都在路上,每个人都有自己的天空,都有着一样的困惑,我不是默默飞翔的鸟儿。于是我重拾这支一度被搁置的笔,将那一个个充满活力的字组最美丽的篇章,我要在人生之路上谱写自己的篇章,我要在自己的舞台上展现自我。
我终于明白,我一直寻找的其实就只是早已握在手中的笔,它才是真正属于我的东西,并且永远不会改变。
Strangers walking in the street, when all things are no longer able to feel. I have been looking forward to the day when I can have a really my thing, so long as a small, and the Moon. However, when reduced to life with regret, for I have nothing to look forward to. In the long wait in what I was, in its own long-term, or be all or nothing, and I have nothing left.
This is the college entrance examination after the end of my experience, nothing is sad, but even more sad is that I do not have been aware of this. At the time, I repeat always hovering hesitant between the school and even can not find a way forward. In the uncertainty of the journey, I am still waiting for what, for those who are already in the past and did not come, perhaps some are being rushed to the scene, these are not real? Past, I could not grasp, and for the future and I Afraid to luxury.
If the candle of life, from the burning roof in the end, always bright. This is my way of the School of Architecture buses to see the generation of writers, revolutionaries, Mr Xiao F Chu. At that moment, it seems that all the clouds have disappeared without a trace of the fully mechanized. It is also just tear the lip of the first ray of sun, shining moment of pain and numbness of the long nerve. I sincerely fell in love with that moment of dizziness, that in the fresh air in my heart to hear the voice of beating effectively.
I finally understand that we have been on the road, everyone has their own sky, have the same confusion, I am not a bird flying silently. So I picked up this time hold the pen, it will be a dynamic group of the most beautiful word chapter in the life I want to write their own chapter on the road, I would like to stage their own self-display.
I finally realized that I have been looking for only a matter of fact already in the grip of the hands of the pen, it is really my thing, and will never change.