求英语大神帮忙翻译一下这一段话

I used to think that's my youth: an arbitrary and free life. Later on, I found myself wrong. Parents went disappointed upon me, for I had gone far away from their expectation. From little by little, I got the idea of responsibility. I began to know that I'm reponsible for me myself and for my parents. I took changes then, and never squandered time any more. I lived up to their expectations and went to college. Entrance to college relaxed me, and I, again, started wasting time and idling about. I felt perplexed, hollow at heart. Again, realization awaked me from such failure. I hanged out for activities, studies, and hobbies; and that's why I'm here today.
Youth is not a time for desires, but a stage for self-perfection. Right here, I hope that each one of you catch this point. Grasp the precious time now to create a better future for yourself. Thanks for listening.

您要翻译的是不是：baidutranslateI once thought that this is my youth. A free life. But gradually, I found that I was wrong. My parents is disappointed with me more and more. I leave them to look like is more and more far. From some of the things. I know the responsibility, I need to be on their own, responsible for the family. I made some change by myself, I no longer like before wasting my youth. Deliver the goods, I was admitted to a university. Experienced the college entrance examination, enter university. This let me suddenly relax myself, I began to waste my life, have nothing to do every day. I more and more emptiness, I realized that so wasted lives is the failure in the future. I began to enrich myself, to participate in the extracurricular activities, to learn some interesting things to enrich myself, this is also I stand here today. It is not do as one pleases, youth is a improve themselves, to enrich their own process of. Here, I hope everyone can realize it. Take advantage of the present time, to create a better future. Thank you.