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I
was
in
the
winter
of
my
life,and
the
men
I
met
along
the
read
were
my
only
summer.At
night
I
fell
asleep
with
visions
of
myself
dancing
and
laughing
and
crying
with
them.Three
years
down
the
line
of
being
on
an
endless
world
tour
and
my
memories
of
them
were
the
only
things
that
sustained
me,and
my
only
real
happy
times.I
was
a
singer,not
a
very
popular
one,who
once
had
dreams
of
becoming
a
beautiful
poet-but
upon
an
unfortunate
series
of
events
saw
those
dreams
dashed
and
divided
like
a
million
stars
in
the
night
sky
that
I
wished
on
over
and
over
again-sparking
and
broken.
But
didn't
really
mind
because
I
knew
that
it
takes
getting
everything
you
ever
wanted
and
them
losing
it
to
know
what
true
freedom
is.When
the
people
I
used
to
know
found
out
what
I
had
been
doing,how
I
had
been
living-they
asked
me
why.
But
there's
no
use
in
talking
with
people
who
have
a
home,they
have
no
idea
what
its
like
to
seek
safety
in
other
people,for
home
to
be
wherever
you
lie
your
head.
I
was
always
an
unusual
girl,my
mother
told
me
I
had
a
chameleon
soul,No
moral
campass
pointing
due
north,no
fixed
personality,Just
an
inner
indecisiveness
that
was
as
wide
and
as
wavering
as
the
ocean.And
if
I
said
that
I
didn't
plan
for
it
to
turn
out
this
way
Id
be
lying-because
I
was
born
to
be
the
other
woman.I
belonged
to
no
one,who
belonged
to
everyone,who
had
nothing-who
wanted
everything
with
a
fire
for
every
experience
and
an
obsession
for
freedom
that
terrified
me
to
the
point
that
I
couldn't
even
talk
about-and
pushed
me
to
a
namadic
point
of
madness
that
both
dazzled
and
dizzied
me.
Every
night
I
used
to
pray
that
I'd
find
my
people-and
finally
I
did-on
the
open
mad,We
had
nothing
to
lose,nothing
to
gain,nothing
we
desired
anymore-except
to
make
our
lives
into
a
work
of
art.LIVE
FAST.DIE
YOUNG
BE
WILD
AND
HAVE
FUNI
believe
in
the
country
America
used
to
be.I
believe
in
the
person
I
want
to
become,I
believe
in
the
freedom
of
the
open
road.And
my
motto
is
the
same
as
ever-I
believe
in
the
kindess
of
strangers,And
when
I'm
at
war
with
myself
-
I
Ride,I
Just
Ride
Who
are
you?Are
you
in
touch
with
all
of
your
darest
fantasies?Have
you
created
a
life
for
yourself
where
you're
free
to
experience
them?I
have.I
Am
fuking
Crazy,But
I
Am
Free.