英语好的进来翻译一下

i was wrong,so wrong .i was always not a stable and down to earth guy.i couldn't make you see the bright future and treat you as the object to whom i released my bad emotion .and i was quite a jerk to make you listen to what i talked to you,without noticing if you willing to or not.i didn't take care of your feelings,and i often said what i wanted ,did what i wanted,and sometimes i always had the extreme thoughts.and i never did what i had said ,and the worse part is that i never take what you said to me seriously.i was absolutely a asshole who always looked down upon the guys who are not better than me .in fact ,i was no one,but the point is i realized the things i had have done were wrong ,and swear to god ,i never decieved you,whether you believe it or not,i didn't expect you couldn't give me one more chance,however,i wanted you to listen to the voice in deep my heart which is my deepest apologies i was eager to tell you badly,i hoped you could take it all.all i wanted was to go back to the way we were friends before,and i promised you i would not bother you again,just be friends can we?the last sentence i wanted say to you is that :"お愿いします.

呵呵，祝你成功。被你字里行间的诚意打动我才翻译的。
I‘m terribly sorry for my having been so frivolous and not so modest,I am totally wrong. I am wrong because I haven't given you enough sense of security and always regard you as someone to listen to my unhappiness regardless of your own feelings；I am wrong because I always tend to boast of myself, never take what you said seriously and I always ride the high horse, look down upon others but never realize that I'm nothing in fact. However,most importantly, now I know I am wrong ,totally wrong! These are all in my heart, believe it or not. I'm writing to you daring not to hope you can give me one more chance,I'm just writing to let you hear the deep apology in my heart and eager for your acceptance. I dare not to interrupt your life,but I eagerly hope that we can be friends,just friends, will you? Please allow me to speak in Japanese："お愿いします!"

I was wrong, and wrong is wrong, I have been very frivolous, steady enough; I always let you no sense of security, always when you talk to the object, but not for you is not willing to listen to, no account of your feelings; I've been like sophistry, and extreme thoughts, exaggerates, no serious treatment before you say something, I have been very * *, always looks worse than me people actually do not know I own nothing; but, focus, I realized he was wrong! Although I didn't cheat you whether you believe it or not! I don't expect you to give me a table for I want you to listen to the voice of my heart, listen to my deep apology, hope you can accept. You will certainly feel that I want to disturb your peaceful life, never to recover ordinary friends I contented, can? Allow me to use the Japanese say:" willing to please you!!!!!!

babe ，i am terriblely sorry . something wrong with me ，that i cant see your need of hearing ，security，and respect。i mean i know what your need are ，but i just cant respond it appropriately，actually i dont know how。a lot of noise in my heart impact my sense of love to you ，i really need to learn how to keep this stupid voice down ，and love you more，if i may。

简简单单一句：I'm sorry.