Not knowing from when, the word "Independence" is getting far from me. There are many times when I want some company. But one should stand on his own to survive his life. One should explore his route of life all by himself. I don't like the changes taking place within me, because all the chanegs are meant to cater to the world unwillingly. Maybe it is also made to let the world accept my floating soul.
Recently I can feel my changes clearly. Several years ago, the thing I am most afraid of is Change. But changes are everywhere. When I look back, the first thing I feel is helplessness. I am abandoned by myself in a strange maze. When i discovered I can't go back to old days I d=found i am surrounded by fear. It is an old saying that if we want to get something, we must first give up something. But i just don't know whether the exchange is worth it. No matter if it is worth it or not, i can not change a single thing.There is no future and there is no past. I think that's why everyone is busy on the run.
I went ot HePing Park alone where I can think alone and quietly. Only when you escape from the familiar things can you see the world in a more clear way and get to know that your life is so illiberal and narrow and find the goal of your life. Only when you stand above the maze can you find the exit easily. Short escape and avoidence can show me a diffierent world. The park is not big but big enough to carry all my thoughts. I miss my family, my friends and myself. Boundless thougts are always boudned to trifles. The result is that I am too good at escaping from things. The unavoidable escapes can only prevent me from falling into weird truth while forming vortex one after another. My heart is being tortured and destroyed. Maybe I should learn to solve problems depite the fact that i may fall into troubles, rather can torture my heart. Maybe this is what courage is about. This is the real courage coming out of my heart.
加油。
抠门啊，你文章这么长，才给5分。。。动力不足。。。
二楼是人才
怎么长才5分，没人干的。
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