请英语高手帮忙把这两句话翻译成地道英语, 是很变态的口语材料，不要翻译器的,谢谢哦

1.I have no courage to use it to write as an e-mail and send to you,much less speak out in front of you?
2.You don't know the meaning of the answer to me.
请采纳，谢谢

1.I don't have courage to send a word-writing E-mail to you,do you think I will tell you face to face?
2.You can't know how important of the answer for me.

1. i am not brave enough to write to you in email. And i don't think that i can tell you face to face.
2. i don't know what the answer mean to me.

1.Do you think that i will have courage to say it out in front of you even thougt i don't trandform it into words to email it to you?
2.You don't konw what the answer means to me.

1、I have no courage to use it written, you send you said I'll have the courage to speak out in front of your face?
2、You don't know the answer to my meaning