想求下面这段话的翻译，急！我想用英文发出去

xxx，接下来是写给你的一段话我给你写过情书呢真的，只是没有勇气把它交给你而已就在毕业的前几天本来打算毕业当天给你的真的是没有勇气呢（笑）那天没能把情书给你真是遗憾喜欢你四年了不知道怎么回事喜欢就是喜欢它是没有为什么的有时候我会自己一个人想如果当时我把情书给你了会怎么样没办法我也不知道或许你是有一点喜欢我吧亦或许没有不过哪怕是一点点的好感我也会高兴的我知道无论如何在那四年里我是喜欢你的是喜欢不是喜欢过说实话我真心感谢老师在最后几个月把我们调到一起这样的话至少毕业后你还会记得你的同桌吧你是不是真的很喜欢xxx呢不妨在心中问问自己吧如果不是请想一想自己心中的位置到底是谁的算是我的一个请求吧我不会奢望你心中那个最重要的地位我只希望能够在你的记忆中留下我来过的痕迹或许你不是我人生中最重要的那个人但是我仍然很感谢你谢谢你让我留下了长达四年的最美好的回忆
XXX, next is addressed to you a paragraph I wrote you a love letter really, just don't have the guts to give it to you just in a few days before graduation is meant to give you the graduation day really didn't have the courage? (laughs) it is a pity that have not been able to give you the love letter like you four years don't know what is going on is like it is not why sometimes I think if I was alone will give you the love letter how can't I don't know maybe you are a bit like me or not but even a little bit of love I will be happy I know no matter how in the four years I was like you is like is not like to tell you the truth I sincerely thank the teacher in the last few months so we transferred to together after graduation, at least you will remember your deskmate do you really like XXX? Might as well ask yourself in the heart, if not, please think about who is in my heart position is one of my request. I won't entertain wild hope in your heart that the most important position, I only want to be able to stay in your memory of me to trace of maybe you are not the most important thing in my life that person but I still very thank you thank you let me leave the best memories for four years