请帮我翻译这一段话好吗？

The moment I came across you, my heart skipped a beat and I felt so excited that I had never have. Maybe it's the very fate, I even thought I had found my soul mate, my kismetic destiny! Dreaming,rejoicing, expecting, I fell in love with you completely! But now I'm finally aware it's just my daydreaming, we can never meet together just like two parallel lines. My furious passion was repressed by your apathy and refusing, am I disturbing your peace? I'm wondering whether I should insist on it or not ....

I was exited when i met u, i treat it as a luck, even think that i got my true lover. I am longing, cheerful and looking forward to our future.Finally i understand now that u and me are just two parallels which can't get together forever. Your apathy and refuse are crushing out my flame little by little. Did i disturb your equanimity. I don't know if i should hold on or give up....

To be or not to be, it's a question:)

when the first time i saw you ,i was very excited ,i thought it is my lot,even did i thought i met my felicity.i was longing,happy and hoping.But till now i finally understand , you and me are just like two of parallel lines never cross .your apartness and rejection are going out my flame bit and bit,do i disturb your quietude?I wonder whether should i keep on it...